I Don’t Know

Hi everyone.

I try to make a blog post once a day. Just to keep myself grounded. Motivated. Whatever.

I did not have a theme to today’s post.

I keep going back and forth on what to do to fill my time. Do I clean? Do I sew? Do I draw or paint? Do I go thrift? Journal?

Sometimes I get a jolt of excitement to engage in something only for it to quickly dissipate before I even initiate said task.

Today, I would love to speak with someone. With my voice. I seldom hear myself speak out loud.

I went to the gym yesterday, I spoke to a woman next to me. I was so thrilled to speak to someone, all the words came out so much and so fast.

I talk to my cats?

I wrote myself a list of supportive people in my life yesterday morning. I do not want to bother any of them today. I am too doom and gloom. No one wants to hear that. I am still working past my skeletons.

It must be exhausting to be around me. It is exhausting to be me anyways.

Well, anyways. Happy Saturday.